Hold Fast to Dreams

Just picked up the new BSB album yesterday and I. LOVE. IT.

With all the craziness, this is going to serve as my escape.  Everything else can just fade into the background.

When I saw you this past weekend … nothing.

Just reminded of how we DON’T really click at all.

And yet I keep on wishing.

I don’t understand it.

so

much

to

DO

!!!

ah, push it

PUSH IT REAL GOOD!!

Dear Laptop: it would bring me great pleasure if you would stop lagging.

Dear BlackBerry: it would bring me great pleasure if you would stop showing me that damn rotating hourglass.

please and thank you.

love, kathy

Everyone is away at work right now and I am apparently the designated office-sitter for the time being.  Wonderful.

So instead of being productive, I am left to wonder:

-why I’m not of enough importance to be sitting in meetings myself

-why the mailman, who is generally very friendly, didn’t really acknowledge me today

-when I can go get some fricken coffee to wake me the hell up

-why time is passing by so. excruciatingly. s l o w

-why I stick around at a job that bores me out of my mind

-why the sky is blue

I am ready for Wednesday to be over with already.

somebody get me outta here

Rejection hurts.  Period.  I mean, how can you not feel like shit when a person whose approval and affection you seek is not at all interested in giving it to you?  As unwise as it is to want what you cannot have, some of us can’t help but torture ourselves like that.

It’s funny how a song alone can get your emotions stirring with such ease.  Trip down memory lane?  Sometimes you don’t have a choice.

oh, the (bitter)sweet times.

insouciant [in-soo-see-uh nt]

-adjective

-free from concern, worry, or anxiety; carefree; nonchalant

» file under: Kathy’s list of cool words

Three words: PUMPKIN. SPICE. LATTE.

It’s backkk!!

When the highlight of your day is an email from Starbucks informing you that one of their seasonal drinks has returned, you pretty much meet the criteria for pathetic.  BUT, pathetic or not, who cares - I <3 pumpkin spice!